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July 01, 2010

i don't wish to go.. know something? i love you still.. @ 3:09 PM

hey peopleeee! (:

i will mia from everything from today onwards.

Maple, Facebook, Msn, what so ever..

both house phone & phone i will not be answering

anyone calls or replying anyone messages.

well.. life is hard for me..

painful & full of sadness..

really, how does it feels when you sees..

someone you really love.. really really love..

somehow like.. kissing with another girl..

i felt something i never felt before ..

hurt.. not just any hurt..

the feeling like a knife stabbed into my tummy.

digging my tummy out...

than dragging the knife up to my throat..

tearing my throat apart..

that's how i feel now.

i know he don't seems to care..

i understand why..

i totally understand why.

i know i am not pretty enough.

i know i am not smart enough..

i know i am not understanding enough..

i am not good enough. i know. i know.

i know i am not good..

i am not even up to the standard of an average girl.

i am sorry alright..

it's too late.. isn't it?

i have no where to go..

i have no one to turn to.

i have nothing left.

i don't have any more pride in me.

i don't have any more courage left in me.

i got so much to say to you.

so much.. i don't know where to start..

but when i start..

i don't know how to end.

i never want all this to end!

i lost everything.

even you.

even if i am going to eat up 20 over pills now.

you ain't going to care.

you ain't coming to save me.

i am not important anymore..

haha.. so silly of me.

yes i am silly.

but guess what?

at least i still have that bit of guts to say.

I Love You, Only You..

My Stupid Love, Darren Ho. (:

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