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June 30, 2010

no matter what you do.. i am never ever turning back.. @ 5:06 AM

so many problems..

so little help..

i can't cope with all this drama!

fuck this world.

fuck this damn life of mine.

i hate all this.

i don't want all this.

every time something bad happens..

i will ask myself,

why will i be in this world?

why must i?

if i have a choice,

i will choose to just be a non-living thing.

being me is so hard..

everyday facing different kind of problems.

tears & hurt becoming something normal for me.

hating myself, as usual..

wishing all this didn't happen..

wishing i didn't move from CCK to TiongBahru.

wishing i never knew you.

yeah i know, i know..

no one can hurt one. only one can hurt one's self.

holding me up so high..

making me feel like i am the only one..

making me think that we are meant to be..

it's just all part of your plan..

your plan to just see me fall down to hell.

& get hurt again..

seeing me cry is your happiness, isn't it?

laughters.. :D

getting use to the pain.

fuck-ed. seriously..

every single time when i need you.

you are never ever there for me.

not you.. at all.

always is some other guy..

even if it's some guy along the road..

seeing a girl cry.. seeing a girl needs help.

they will help.. but they are just strangers!

how about us?

we are not strangers..

we are worst than that!

for god dam sake.

i am just like an enemy to you.

seeing me in need of help.

you just leave me there to die.

do you know how hurtful it is?

you just plainly don't understand why don't you?

i cared.. i worried.. all this..

what does it mean to you?

it all just mean that i controlling you?

fuck it seriously..

yeah. like you said..

you got alot of girls..

and i am not short of guys.

go ahead. (:

find other girls for all i care.

i don't mind.. & i don't care.

i don't wish to care.

if i care? what will you say?

lame, care so much for what.

yeah. i jolly well fuck off right? (:

dammit.. dam this all.

fuck this pcb argument!

i hate this kind of feeling..

you want to do what than do ba.

i promise you this la hor.

i will never look back again.

i will never ever fall into your fuck dam trap again.

even if you are going to ...

stab me, take gun point me,

scold me, beg me, take money throw me.

i will never ever going to look back anymore.

we should have just stay as hating each other.

that position.. why must all this happen?

fuck it _l_ .

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