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June 29, 2010
living nightmares. @ 7:37 AM
horrible.. just horrible..
so many nightmares in one night.
wondering what they means..
i am scared..
scare to fall asleep..
every time when i just close my eyes..
& fall asleeppp..
boom! all the nightmares began..
there were zombies & vampires.
even worst -.-.
my top few most HATE ex boyfriends.
people eating people! ._.
even ghosts.
seriously. what the fuck..
a gathering for my most fearest things?
freak it seriously...
& the last worst thing can happen is..
waking up 6am in the morning..
called your date for today...
& he says.. he is too tired..
he wants to sleep.
don't want to meet already.
that's the worst thing could happen.
.. without him explaining why..
& expected me to understand.
i just don't understand..
yeah i know. i know.
i am not so understanding.
can't you just take out 5mins to explain?
better than let me wild guess..
& make both of us unhappy?
i just don't know what to do.
i am looking forward for today.
seriously i am.
everything...
everything just crush like that.
so disappointed...
i don't know what to do or say now..
haix. everything is so wrong today..
i don't blame you at all.
really i don't.. i just blame myself for that.
(: sweet dreams my idiotic boy.