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June 26, 2010
ex boyf, not? @ 10:15 AM
yesterday night i found out that
that bastard really deleted my posts
& best! he deleted me from Facebook.
hahaha! what a joke man. (:
boring!.. tralalala!
just get back in contact with my another ex boyf.
his name is Darren.
we lost contact from each other...
about 1year.. soon 6months? i guess.
haha. :D. i used to be so happy with him.
he darn sweet..
his smile is just the cure for everything.
we broke up because of loads of things.
lies.. arguments.. misunderstanding..
ohhh ya! one more :x attitude!
hahaha!
i still remember the day when we 1st saw each other.
at Gamers.. somewhere near Pasir ris. :D.
i wore a black dress.. & flats.
i took a cab there as i don't know where it is.
back than.. i didn't have a handphone.
so i borrowed my brother's one.
i meet him there not cause i like him or what.
because he going to give a maple item.
than needed me to go there to get it..
back than cannot just SOK & trade.
have to go in HT to loot it. (:
so yeah. i went there.
i meet him & another guy.. the HT org. there.
i notice he kept on looking at me when i am HT-ing
that's the 1st time i went into a HT map. :D
i didn't know what to do.
but i act calm. act cool :x
pretends i know.. HAHA!
that time when i went there to meet him.
i was still attached to another guy.
but my boyf. back than knows i am going there.
after that my boyf. misunderstood me for lying.
& we argued & broke up..
i cried on the spot.
SHAME! ):
cried at the lan shop. hahaha!
but he is so darn sweet.
he sayang me.
& asked me to go home.
they paid for my cab fare.
than they flagged the cab for me..
& told the uncle where i want to go.
half way.. i thought of eating.
so i asked uncle drop me off at Vivo.
i went to eat.. Thai express.
i ate alot! ordered like $35 worth of food.
FOR MYSELF! :D
i even call him, Darren & cried..
than all my tears went into my soup! LOL!
alot people looking at me.
cause i talking so loudly! ):
HAHA! so paiseh..
after that i called my bestfriend to come down too.
Qiuling (: WOOTS!
she always there for me when i needed her.
anytime. any place. any where!
call her nia she str8 okay. than come down le.
than Darren also. he came down.
he took a cab down to Vivo.
hahaha! another $20 wasted.
._. after we meet up...
i plan to watch a movie.
me, my bestfriend & him.
we go watch.. some wedding show...
forgotten the title.
but i remember how the show goes.
after movies..
quite late already..
so there's no bus / mrt left.
than we 3 head to my house.
& sleep..
we 3 slept at my brother's room.
Qiuling on the bed.
me & him on the mattress.
NO SPACE TO SLEEP! :x
so sleep together.
don't get the wrong idea.
we didn't DO ANYTHING!
DIDN'T OKAY! :x
after afew days...
we get together.
everything was like..
magicial.. so sweet.. so loving..
everything....
he was so sweet..
but yeah..
he told me " white lies "
but i can't accept it at all.
for me is..
white lies & black lies.
both are still lies.
i don't want lies at all.
he agreed not to tell anymore.
but after that..
more lies... more arguments..
more backstabbing from own God sister.
so much shits.
we hated each other for that moment.
well to tell you the truth.
i hated him since than.
till last month ++
we cleared things out.
found out it's just a misunderstanding.
ya. we lost contact.
but we found each other back in maple.
well actually is..
he added me buddy as i was selling buff.
than yeah.. after somethings.
he found out that's me.
& i found out that's him.
we argued again.
but cleared.. :DD.
than loads more...
i didn't have thoughts of patching back
back than.. i mean 1month+ ago.
i just think..
friends, no more than that.
& further more.
i was attached to the bastard fucker than.. ._.
hahaha! :D
but now... yeah i don't know much..
i just know.. he brings me back to the past.
the time when we are young & foolish..
the time when he holds on to me..
& kisses me..
the time when we took photos together..
acting cute. acting emo.
acting retarded in front of the camera..
but the only thing we are not acting is.
how much we loved each other.
how much we cared for each other.
how much we want this relationship.
& how much we need each other. :D.
thanks Darren.
for all this little memories we had.
& the smiles you put on my face.
there were sadness..
tears.. & hurt..
but yeah. after all.
which relationship doesn't? xD.
Loveeeeeeeeees! x3s.