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February 11, 2010
i am not happy. @ 3:48 AM
bored.
just watched my show finish (:
quite funny & romantic.
though i watched it before.
i really do enjoy it. :D.
quite unhappy actually..
it's not bout the show..
bout something else.
don't you just hated the way,
when someone thought he knew you.
inside out. upside down.
but the fact is.
he don't understand a single bit.
quite sucky right?
when you msg him & talk to him.
but he says all sorts of things
to make you so so angry & upset.
quite bored right?
so bored when no one believes you.
not say no one.
most people don't believe in you.
even if they don't believe.
so what?
can't they just shutup?
& just continue with their lifes?
why need to make others so upset?
this kind of people is not worth getting
angry or sad over for.
seriously speaking.
i hated the way when..
most of the people around me.
acted they don't hate me.
& acted nice & sweet.
but the fact is.
they hated & dislike everything bout me.
in front of me act so nice.
behind me keep stabbing me.
stab until i die i also don't know.
don't even fucking know who killed me!
i am so so upset!
so many liars!
so many fakers!
why they can lie & act.
but when i lie or act.
it seems like the whole world
is freaking against me.
it's so unfair.
why they can.
why can't i ?
i don't need to fake sick.
i don't need to act as a nice person.
i WAS a nice person.
i WAS a good girl.
things made me who i am now.
things made me this way.
i change cause i am scare.
i am scare of the feelings.
scare of being use like a sticky note.
need me just use me.
don't need me just throw me away.
even if you tear me of the surface.
i won't leave a mark there.
you won't notice i am gone..
that's what am i before.
i became this crazy girl
cause of the hurt i once had before.
i know.
i know it's partly my fault.
but i can confirm this.
it's not ALL MY FAULT.
it's those mother fucking
pua chee bye kia.
mother father die than bo teach them
made me this way.
it's not my fault...
it's not all my fault..
why can't people look at
the good side of me?
why they need to see the bad side?
it really suck.
totally suck.
fucked tup world.
i want to kill everyone that hurt me before.
i want to murder them one by one.
kill them slowly & painfully.
disfigure their faces..
digging their eyes out..
seeing them in pain makes me.
makes me so happy..
blood makes me feel.. feel so alive..
i am feeling so excited now.
if one day..
i really kill them.
i won't feel sad at all.
cause. (:
if i kill 100 of them.
the police only can take me.
one of me..
1 life exchange for an 100.
quite worth it..
don't you think? :D
`Loves ♥.
End.
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