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March 18, 2010
it's another ending. @ 11:11 AM


things changed..
well. i changed..
it's not the same as before..
my love for you died.
memories i had with you no longer matter.
dreams & plans i had with you have to be forgotten.
the love we shared is no longer there.
sweet memories we had before..
is never going to be enough to make me stay.
heart stopping hugs & kisses will not work on me anymore.
holding me back is not your choice anymore.
i am leaving.
i am moving on with or without you.
nothing is going to slow down..
nothing is going to slow me down anymore.
every second that pass..
boy i am losing hope..
i am letting everything go..
everything i had with you have to go.
Your Hugs, Your Kisses,
Your Love, Your Smiles,
Our Memories,
Our Dreams,
Our Plans,
Our Relationship.
i still don't know how important am i to you.
how many pack of lies am i listening to..
is our relationship a big fat lie?
i don't know. i am not sure at all!
Lies.. you told me lies..
lies that's not big at all.
lies that's so small..
small lies..
why can't you lie to me about something big
than let me figure it out?
why must i figure out that,
you lie to me over a small matter?
i cannot stand that i found out you lie to me
by the mouth of someone else mouth!
not yours.
i would really wish you would tell me the truth.
i gave you a few chances to admit your mistakes.
yet you still don't wish to admit it.
continue lying to me.
lying to someone you said you truly love!
this hurts me more than anything..
i am serious about you.
i am deadly serious. but why?
on our 1st week..
i let the whole world knows you're my baby..
i let my family knows you are the one for me.
but why must things change?
after thinking so much..
i found out. it's all my fault..
if on that day..
that day i didn't ask you to go down
to meet me at pit building, red affair.
we will not keep in contact again.
why must i exchange number with you?
why must i break the friendship we had..
boy. i thought you were the one.
i thought i am the one for you..
but you proven me wrong!
you made me turn my back against you..
you made me turn my back against the love we had.
for all i know now..
i can't love you back..
not now.. not today..
not tomorrow nor the next day.
maybe next time? i don't know.
for now the trust i once had for you,
has broken into million pieces..
time will tell.
maybe time will tell... (:
for now i wish you all the best for everything.
i love you, daddy (:
i do love you Nick, daddy..

End.

`Its the End. Again.
`2nd Chance Nearly Missed But Given (:
`But now, it's really gone. lost.
`Th28thFeb10.Ended.
-CharLoved*Nick.

`Loves,
`XiaoDouDou. ♥.

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